Starting over?

I feel like a lot has happened in the last couple days, and really nothing has haha. I just tend to get myself worked up over something that's really not that big of a deal. As most of you know, I got a new job when we got back from Effingham, and I really do like this job. Somehow I find myself enjoying it, when usually I am cleaning toilets or mopping lol. I think the part of it that I really liked was that I got home at about 3 in the afternoon, and working in the morning goes by really fast.
Now with that being said, there is an extremely bad side to this job. That is basically the only shift there is, 6 am to 3 pm. Everyone works that shift. So I figured since I had online classes this semester it would all be okay. Well it's not. I get up pretty easily in the morning, and am awake and okay to work, but by 3 I am sooooooo tired. All I want to do when i get home is sleep. And I definitely know I do not want to be doin homework. So let's just say my grades have not been doing so hot. I have 4 tests next week and I have not studied for any of them. I am basically just hoping to pass them.
I recently decided to change my major to nursing. I kind of have done this before but not officially. I just started taking the pre classes for it. Then I decided I wanted to just go back and do psychology. And now I know that I want to do nursing. What great timing hu? I could be finished already..... I have been out of high school long enough to already have this degree. But I was so undecided with what I wanted, all I was doing was changing my mind all the time. And moving here to Utah, we had to take all of their general classes that did not transfer over.
So basically, I am just now starting, well I will be in the fall. This makes me extremely upset, knowing I am this behind, when I could be finished, but I am not giving up. I am going to do something great with myself, not only for myself, but for Ryan and our future family. 
Back to the original story, I told my boss about it, and I am basically "quitting". I don't like saying that, because it sounds so bad. I feel awful about it too, they are all so sweet, but I have to do what is best for me. I am going to keep looking for a new job, that can work more flexibly with my school schedule. 
That is the news!! Not last night, but the night before was when I planned that I was going to tell her. I could not sleep for the life of me. I was so nervous, and felt so awful. I am just glad it went well, and she was extremely sweet about it. She actually wanted to keep me working, because she said I was a great worker, but she understands that school comes first. 
Yes, ma'am. That's the news in my life for the last couple days. Nothing too cool, but it has been a constant thing. Always on my mind, feeling bad, and not knowing what to say. I'm just lucky to work with amazing, understanding people. 
New job......... call me ;) hahaha I'll be waiting. Randi needs monies lol

The reason for anything, and everything I do ^^^^^ I love him 


"You make me smile like the sun
Fall outta bed
Sing like a bird
Dizzy in my head
Spin like a record crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold
Buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild.... oh you make me smile! "