I have a job, but the bank account sure does not show that. I have bills to pay and a gas tank to fill. I am fortunate enough to not have many other typical bills that a 21 year old would have, but those numbers in my bank account aren't holding me above water. It's extremely stressful, and I find myself being extremely depressed and taking it out on the one I love the most. Our life was so much easier in Effingham. I find that we are arguing more here than we ever did there. Is Vernal taking a toll on me? I do think so. I can't just let Vernal take away my life, and that is what it feels like is happening. I guess I need to step up my game, not sure what that means just yet, but I have plenty of time to think about it.
Anyways, on a less depressing subject! Let's talk some more about A-mazing San Diego. We found ourselves walking down to the boardwalk quite a bit. The beach, regardless what beach, is just a breathtaking place. I could go and never leave. It gives me a feeling of awe and happiness. We rented bikes one day and rode along the boardwalk. Probably my favorite day of the entire week we were there. So beautiful. Mom and I toured an 8 million dollar beach house. I can only dream! haha. That night we just spent time with my brother and his friend Chris. We went and toured some amazing boats and submarines. After that we went and ate in Little Italy. Never order the meat and cheese trays! Bunch of lies! haha. It was tiny, and not good. Cost 18 bucks! haha but seriously.... don't order it.
Well, I got homework to catch up on, and get to sleep to be up and at work at 6:30 in the AM. Boo! Welp I love you all, and hope I'm not too depressing for ya'll. haha
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