Wow, my life is really boring. I get on here planning on writing, and then I get here and have nothing to write about.
The other night Ryan was complaining about his chest hurting him. And this happens quite a bit and it's kinda scary. He refuses to go to the doctor to get checked out. He thinks he is just fine, and obviously something is wrong. Well the other night, it was bad enough that he was constantly complaining about it. And you never know what could happen. Something awful happened in Ryan's family this last year, about problems with their chest, so I got really scared. I was crying, and very upset. I was scared he wasn't going to wake up in the morning. It really made me think. I know I would be completely lost without him. I wouldn't be able to go on, I just know it. He is the reason for every single thing I do, so what would my life be without him? Just thinking about losing him, and being without him brought about some serious emotions, that I definitely was not able to handle. That has basically been the breakdown of the last couple days. Besides that, they have been pretty great. Working and attempting to pass some tests for school. One I passed, the other I didn't. I hadn't even looked at this information for either test until right before I had to go and take them. That is what this job is doing to me. So I am hoping once November comes around I will be able to get those crappy grades up. Especially knowing they are going to be looking at my grades in order to determine if I get into the LPN program or not, and some day the RN program.
My grandma sent me two purses in the mail! I was so excited. They are so perfect and I love them. She is the best. Makes me really miss my family something awful when they do great things like that for me. Let's me know how much they love me and care, and just let's me know that they are thinking about me and haven't forgotten about me here in Utah haha. Asked my dad to send me some of his bread pudding in the mail, but it wouldn't make it here still being edible :( so he is going to send me the recipe :). Boy do I miss them. And I'm not going to get to go home to visit until the summer sometime. That's a long way away!
Ryan's brother Chris is moving here in a few days, and we are all preparing, and getting excited/nervous! We are going to have a full house here. Gonna be pretty crazy, but will be great to all be together. He is bringing his dog with him, so Boss and Sparky will have a new friend. He should be here on Halloween! Only a week away, and guess who has to work? Yep, that's me. But that is officially my last day. I think I am going to ask if I can still stay on, and just work the weekend night shifts. Maybe? If not, I completely understand, but we will see. Worked from 6 to 3 yesterday, and went back in and worked 5:30 to 8 that night. So it was a looong day!
Tomorrow is a look for jobs, do errands day. It should be a good day. It has been soooo cold here though, just hope maybe it will be a little more like fall and less like winter right now.... please!? Now, it is time for bed. Going to bed at 8:30 every night and getting up at 5 really makes a girl tired.
Hopefully I'll have something fun to talk about tomorrow, get some posts in before I go back to work on Wednesday!! Goodnight everyone!!
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